Monday, February 22, 2010

什么比较重要?

今天突然接到几个很很很疯狂的消息。。
好错愕。。
好讨厌。。
好狠。。
死form1没家教!
竟然对我无礼。。
等我管你班你就等死!!
排队不要排好,走来走去。。
叫你静就等我!
你不懂你奶奶以前是学校的问题学生。。
要跟我玩?去喝奶啦!
骂我猪?!你不懂猪是可爱的阿?至少比你可爱!
脸上没有那么大颗的痣!bull shit!
我想跑步并不代表我要拿多多acara~
最好是脚不会断!
200m,3000m,800m,4x100m,4x400m
你以为我机器人阿!?
猪八戒!我不要跑那么多!!!
很怕的。。T.T
啊!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
星期四就开始了也。
我还没有准备!
我不要啦。。救我。。明天1天给我练习罢了。。
我的tennis orientation到底及时才可以弄好??
为什么偏偏要在拜6验血?没有艾滋病拉~
不用验拉~我东西都快弄好了才说要延迟。。
你猪啦~
拖拖拖。。要到几时?
tennis mssd要到了~
怎么办?我好怕。。
我不要做president了~
给你们做拉~~
放过我!!拜托。。
我对什么都没有信心。。
我很差劲的。。
放过我~
突然要我交跳舞。。
没办法,我欠这个老师恩情。。
只好帮咯~
可是我真的有一点点怕怕~
天天要练舞。。你们要加油咯~
比较高兴是我addmath拿到91分~
mathmod拿到100分~
我真的要加油了~
尽管再没有信心~
可是责任重大,
压力也相比的会更大~~
我从来没有想过。。为什么!!!!!!

Saturday, February 20, 2010

is tis me~

Dear Suee Lim, below are your Personality Tests result:
Who is your true self: You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
Your view on yourself:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are down-to-earth
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : People like you because you are so straightforward
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You like serious
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Smart
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Determined people
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You don't judge a book by its cover
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : So good-looking people aren't necessarily your style
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person
The seriousness of your love:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You like to flirt
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Behave seductively
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : The opposite sex finds this very attractive
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : That's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
Your views on education:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You listen to your own instincts
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Tend to follow your heart
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : So you will probably end up with an unusual job
The right job for you:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You're a practical person
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Will choose a secure job with a steady income
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Knowing what you like to do is important
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Find a regular job doing just that
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You'll be set for life
How do you view success:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are afraid of failure
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous
What are you most afraid of:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Independence is important to you

Friday, February 5, 2010

1st~

tigs pengawas shirt cost RM 28 and i quite dislik~
using da new phone and showing my beg

i got many things wan to write wor...
1st is bout myself la...
about da facebook.. i din support oso din anti..
i wont do these things since i swear that i wan to change my life to be a better person since tis year..
and i cant say too much things here oso... so dangerous....
wat i happy is i got number 11 during merentas desa altot i sick...
i won for an aim.. but he had bluff me..
n i oso dun wan to make both us meet anymore*(i lazy to type proper eng)
but start from da day til now
my hands n body doesnt stop moving...
for tennis stuff n oso for homeworks, exam...
but i reli fel bad sick til now.. doughing n coughing without stop...
i oso going to start my bc tt at cemerlang wif Ah Boo...
Ah boo if u saw tis den wan talk in clas again is it?
i go for tis tt not for someone hor...
my new weight n height..
151cm n 37.5kg..
is it fatter or thinner..
but i kip tall teacher I M SLIM la... XD
y suddenly i so match wif f1...
wan i jaga their claz yet..
later al cry ah..
i dislik ppl chating during i say KEEP QUIET
but some of them wil shut their mouth n some of them jus din bother me...
well, for da one who disobey.. den... wat i did is jus copy their name inside buku laporan..
and da form 1 had make lot nickname for me.. so i fel funny lol~
i wil reli having a strict training for my running 4x100 n 1500 m duri kejohanan olaraga..
but i dun no how jus can mean 'a olahraga'..
n oso having training day n night for tennis...
TENNIS CEMERLANG DLM TAHUN 2010...
i swear n promise tat i wil try my best to make it better!







Tuesday, January 12, 2010

REOPEN SCHOOL~

reopen sch 8 days ady lo~
wat different...
as a prefect.. nid to jaga claz.. no more excuse for skip claz..
no langgar peraturan..
no ponteng..
having claz hours by hours...
study in different claz..
at 1st,
i noe even tat claz ppl oso quite dislik me..

but i went there go study...
i go sch every 6.50am...
go jaga claz when 7.00 til 7.20...
write report n bla bla doing some things spend my time for 5 mins..
when i reach claz,
sometimes there ady hav teacher,
sometime i nid to busy carry book for going lab..
when go lab or in claz..
busy listening wat teacher teach..
try to understand everythings...
when ppl ask ' r u ok in 5 z?'
i wil say is da same,
coz having da same subject,
altot mayb some subjects is taught by different teacher...
da differentis i wil b more concentrate n more hardworking when faacing al da student in 5 Z...
so i reli thx n fel grateful tat u al din go shi wei kang yi tat i go tis claz...
i go tis clas 3 days ady...
but actualy must say 2 days...
erm...
i trying to b hurry to follow 5z homeworks n oso wont let da teacher tat help me to transfer claz down~



wat happen in 2009..
ady not important to me...
jupiter?!
jus lik a history for me...
studied 4 years jupiter claz...
1 j, 2j 3j 4j
finally now no more J around me...
when i look at da mirror da numb look is stil same..
wat different is lim su ee is wearing a prefect uniform...
haiz..
time past fast...
life jus like a kind of activity...
tat wil b end soon...

Thursday, January 7, 2010

最好是那个今天被锁在门外。。家里没人。。跟一只狗作伴等了半小时的人不是我!

TM!
back home den no ppl insid..
sit at outsid til half hours den walk go another shop for lenting da phone...
when pick up mummy stil tink tat my fault!
o0o..
WTF!
i got tt n i TERPAKSA stay at outside jus coz u al when for lunch...
if got next time u better pray tat no bad ppl around our house...
or not if i got anythings happen i sure die front u al...
stil telephone discuss wan how to scold me n beat me...
ya
u al better let me noe M I UR DAUGHTER b4 u scold me
or u better beat me til i die
now if da situation change to LAWRENCE LIM ZHEN WEN is locked at ousid
n not ELAINE LIM SU EE locked at outside
da one u scold wil not b lim zhen wen n wil b da ppl tat locked da door
but now!
i locked
n da one u scold oso me
u better kill me
i m da victims
but u al stil tink tat i m wrong
u better b fair a bit
i dun wan b BAD DAUGHTER
if today u reli slap me or
beat me
i reli dono wat wil i do
when cut myself i oso wont fel pain anymore!

Wednesday, January 6, 2010

pollute?

我真的不懂我该怎么做
我今年来到班上
没有多说话
转班是我去年就想做的事了
今年因为package关系
只好去到zuhrah班。。
i pollu他e da clas?!
ah le变成了夹心饼
i dun wan lik tis d
i jus wan change a clas to study
i wan to b gud student now!
in tat clas i reli fel stress..
i cant stay anymore
i noe teacher ady arrange a place for me.. but i stil sad
i hope i can live wif new suee..
no more gossip..
jus a prefect, president.. quietly til i finished form5
i jus b quiet insid clas..
i wont say anythings..
i jus wan to try my best get a gud result
i din mean anythings
i m reli hurt
crying lik hell
y wan treat me lik tis
fel lik dying
i reli fel lik going to burn da letter away
tat so hurt
wat the head
i do so much things
i smile everyone
i try to frendly
i m lim su ee
not robot!
u noe i oso wil hurt
pain
scare
sad!
y wan so cruel to me
fel lik dying

Saturday, January 2, 2010

1 jan 2010, 2 jan 2010, 3 jan 2010

3 days combine...

1 jan 2010..

no any special actualy..
i go to sch in de early morning..
now..
i m not a normal student.. i m a pengawas...
go in 7.30.. coz today f2.f3.f5 students is going to tak their results..
me oso...
my tugas time is when 8-10..
when parents n students come in..
we said.. welcome to tigs, mornin or anythings tat suit la...
i took my result from PN SUHAILA..
OMG.. i stil tink 'yeah. sh is not going to b my claz teacher'..
how i noe.. when i go in da claz.. i SAW her!!
i got 3rd place in my claz..
but i having a bad results.. jus 4 A only lu..
after tat... me n mum went to orphanage there lo....
bought 5 pack oof 'gu ni'...
after tat we went to praying..
mum cal me go burn da 'monet'..
abulak... i burn my burn b4 i burn it...

2 jan 2010
i went to sch again... wore kemeja...
1 jan, i forgot to sew logo n name tag on buju kurung..
2 jan, i sew both.. but name tag is no need.. haiz.. silly pengawas..
many f1 come.. al hide behind their mothers begs..
looks funny..
after tat.. say welcome n bla bla bla again..
bring them to dewan... guide them to form 1 blok, n bilik bilik..
bring them to bilik spbt n oso koperasi...
i went back when 12 lo...
when 3.00, went wo moli..for tennis 2010shirt design..
purple n white..
but rain heavy lo..
we ran to tt when 4.10...
so cold... tat's y i got fever today...

3 jan 2010..
damn sick... fell head pain.. but tml want go sch when 6.40.. how.. T.T

Tuesday, December 29, 2009

Avatar 阿凡达

AVATAR

Watched Avatar Saturday nite in MBo S1...
did somethings vy funny...
we bought da snacks from watson n bring in to cinema...
normaly it is not allowed...
but we having a big bag... hahaha...
da air con in cinema make me freezing...
i kip tremble n my hand lik freez as ice wor...
nice movie..
i love da animation...
sometimes after i watch these kind of movie i wil fel ashame as a human..
but.. hey suee..
wake up...
tis jus a movie..

Na'vi ppl...
blue in al body.. if i got a avatar body or i m a Na'vi ppl..
i tink i wil fel lik dying.. lalala~
world peace ya...

i aslp til da climax..
den da climax rely 'vy' climax...
beat here n there.. bomd here n there...

n JackSulley wif da avatar body having 15 groups ppls support he..
den Na'vi beliv tat Eywa is alive.. in their world n oso their heart...
they can contact wif anyone through their hair...
no matter is wif animal or plant..
al of them altot tall, but not strong actualy lo...
love tis movie vy much...

Monday, December 21, 2009

冬至快乐。。

超小的汤圆。。100粒。。给曾祖母希望他活到100岁~

和妈咪一起完成的~
冬至快乐。。
冬至到了就代表新年快到了。。
新的一年。。
新的愿望。。
天天要
开心
快乐
幸福
满足
哦~~
我超爱汤圆啦~~

Thursday, December 17, 2009

今天

今天的我,很迟起床。不知怎么了,胃痛了三次,很不舒服。
昨天爸妈他们去印尼了,留我一个,爷爷奶奶也要出门,弟弟也是。。不对。。
是说留我和女佣。。
他们去yes camp了。。
这个营是给leo members,Ernest有问我要去吗。。
可是我想到有点事情,所以拒绝了,再加上我不可能去当闪亮亮的电灯泡。
过后我在msn遇到chinhau。他告诉我double D的事。
虽然事情我已经预料到了,可是还是有点不开心。
人家说:不是你的就不是你的,你不管怎么做都不会是你的;是你的就是你的,不管你在怎样逃她还是你的。
我知道我不是把它当普通男性朋友,
虽然我一而再再而三的告诉自己:他和我是buddy.
可是我的心里却已经承受不了这个事实。
我敢敢在这儿说,因为我知道,他不会来看的。
来看我的blog的人只有小猫2,3只。。
chinhau说我还很在意,一直都在意。。
weiyang也是。。
我一直都在伪装码?自己认为不去想就没有事了吗?
一切一切并不是我想的那么简单,我哥说了很多。。
我有听没有懂。也许他们才是一对。
我告诉哥哥,我不会去想了。。
可是我昨天睡不着。到了凌晨4点,我还是醒着的。
真的很辛苦,可是他不懂,她也不懂。
原来这个世界真的好小好小,小学的同学以为以后就看不到。
不管小学你们怎样争吵,以后还是会遇到的。
小学的我们,3个人,争吵是为了名次。中学的我们,争吵是为了男生。
可是,DEYL & NAP 我想通了。
我不回去再以任何的男生了。我在BP相信也是最后一年了。
I am going to study oversea soon.
but i can makesure,我的未来绝对会比你们明亮。
我靠的不是我家有钱,而是我懂得怎样拿起怎样放下。
以后的人,你懂你会遇到怎样的人么?或者,我们真的没有人能活过2012。。
在这一年,我的目标不是打败你们,
不是打败Dick lee,
不是打败ruby,
不是打败Jeff,
不是打败charmine.
是打败我自己。

听我弟说爸妈3点启程回来。
没有任何感想。

今天看了魔戒(The Lord of The Ring)
我不喜欢打打假架。而且我有点讨厌那种不切实际的。
可是我喜欢那些表达出来的信息。
虽然我才看第一部,可能我也是看最后的。
我觉得一向来感情用事的人,不一定能有所成就,可是结果真的有那么重要吗?
不一定。


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