REOPEN SCHOOL~

reopen sch 8 days ady lo~
wat different...
as a prefect.. nid to jaga claz.. no more excuse for skip claz..
no langgar peraturan..
no ponteng..
having claz hours by hours...
study in different claz..
at 1st,
i noe even tat claz ppl oso quite dislik me..

but i went there go study...
i go sch every 6.50am...
go jaga claz when 7.00 til 7.20...
write report n bla bla doing some things spend my time for 5 mins..
when i reach claz,
sometimes there ady hav teacher,
sometime i nid to busy carry book for going lab..
when go lab or in claz..
busy listening wat teacher teach..
try to understand everythings...
when ppl ask ' r u ok in 5 z?'
i wil say is da same,
coz having da same subject,
altot mayb some subjects is taught by different teacher...
da differentis i wil b more concentrate n more hardworking when faacing al da student in 5 Z...
so i reli thx n fel grateful tat u al din go shi wei kang yi tat i go tis claz...
i go tis clas 3 days ady...
but actualy must say 2 days...
erm...
i trying to b hurry to follow 5z homeworks n oso wont let da teacher tat help me to transfer claz down~



wat happen in 2009..
ady not important to me...
jupiter?!
jus lik a history for me...
studied 4 years jupiter claz...
1 j, 2j 3j 4j
finally now no more J around me...
when i look at da mirror da numb look is stil same..
wat different is lim su ee is wearing a prefect uniform...
haiz..
time past fast...
life jus like a kind of activity...
tat wil b end soon...

最好是那个今天被锁在门外。。家里没人。。跟一只狗作伴等了半小时的人不是我！

TM!

back home den no ppl insid..

sit at outsid til half hours den walk go another shop for lenting da phone...

when pick up mummy stil tink tat my fault!

o0o..

WTF!

i got tt n i TERPAKSA stay at outside jus coz u al when for lunch...

if got next time u better pray tat no bad ppl around our house...

or not if i got anythings happen i sure die front u al...

stil telephone discuss wan how to scold me n beat me...

ya

u al better let me noe M I UR DAUGHTER b4 u scold me

or u better beat me til i die

now if da situation change to LAWRENCE LIM ZHEN WEN is locked at ousid

n not ELAINE LIM SU EE locked at outside

da one u scold wil not b lim zhen wen n wil b da ppl tat locked da door

but now!

i locked

n da one u scold oso me

u better kill me

i m da victims

but u al stil tink tat i m wrong

u better b fair a bit

i dun wan b BAD DAUGHTER

if today u reli slap me or

beat me

i reli dono wat wil i do

when cut myself i oso wont fel pain anymore!

pollute?

我真的不懂我该怎么做
我今年来到班上
没有多说话
转班是我去年就想做的事了
今年因为package关系
只好去到zuhrah班。。
i pollu他e da clas?!
ah le变成了夹心饼
i dun wan lik tis d
i jus wan change a clas to study
i wan to b gud student now!
in tat clas i reli fel stress..
i cant stay anymore
i noe teacher ady arrange a place for me.. but i stil sad
i hope i can live wif new suee..
no more gossip..
jus a prefect, president.. quietly til i finished form5
i jus b quiet insid clas..
i wont say anythings..
i jus wan to try my best get a gud result
i din mean anythings
i m reli hurt
crying lik hell
y wan treat me lik tis
fel lik dying
i reli fel lik going to burn da letter away
tat so hurt
wat the head
i do so much things
i smile everyone
i try to frendly
i m lim su ee
not robot!
u noe i oso wil hurt
pain
scare
sad!
y wan so cruel to me
fel lik dying

1 jan 2010, 2 jan 2010, 3 jan 2010

3 days combine...

1 jan 2010..

no any special actualy..
i go to sch in de early morning..
now..
i m not a normal student.. i m a pengawas...
go in 7.30.. coz today f2.f3.f5 students is going to tak their results..
me oso...
my tugas time is when 8-10..
when parents n students come in..
we said.. welcome to tigs, mornin or anythings tat suit la...
i took my result from PN SUHAILA..
OMG.. i stil tink 'yeah. sh is not going to b my claz teacher'..
how i noe.. when i go in da claz.. i SAW her!!
i got 3rd place in my claz..
but i having a bad results.. jus 4 A only lu..
after tat... me n mum went to orphanage there lo....
bought 5 pack oof 'gu ni'...
after tat we went to praying..
mum cal me go burn da 'monet'..
abulak... i burn my burn b4 i burn it...

2 jan 2010
i went to sch again... wore kemeja...
1 jan, i forgot to sew logo n name tag on buju kurung..
2 jan, i sew both.. but name tag is no need.. haiz.. silly pengawas..
many f1 come.. al hide behind their mothers begs..
looks funny..
after tat.. say welcome n bla bla bla again..
bring them to dewan... guide them to form 1 blok, n bilik bilik..
bring them to bilik spbt n oso koperasi...
i went back when 12 lo...
when 3.00, went wo moli..for tennis 2010shirt design..
purple n white..
but rain heavy lo..
we ran to tt when 4.10...
so cold... tat's y i got fever today...

3 jan 2010..
damn sick... fell head pain.. but tml want go sch when 6.40.. how.. T.T